#SongoftheDay Mr. Brightside (The Killers)
It's the end of another year. Let's go out dancing, shall we? Been a tough one--possibly the hardest year of my adult life. It's difficult to compare this year's hardships to the ones I experienced, say, twenty years ago, because this year is so much fresher in my mind. That said, living with chronic illness is rough. Being a cancer caregiver while living with chronic illness is even rougher. I've never been one to look on the bright side of anything, but it occurs to me often that my partner and I now have a much closer bond than we did prior to his cancer diagnosis and treatment. His course of radiation was extremely intensive, with appointments every weekday for a month and a half. There were many times when I felt sure the treatment itself would kill him. He slept nearly every hour of the day. He became so dehydrated he needed daily IV fluids. He slept while they were being administered. The doctors, nurses, and other staff members at his cancer care centre