#SongoftheDay Miss You Like Crazy (Natalie Cole)

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Although we have separate residences, my partner and I spend most of our time together--either both of us at his house or both of us at my apartment.

It's increasingly rare that we spend time away from one another, and when we do, I am astounded by how much I miss him. Right away! 

The reason this amazes me is that I lived alone for 20 years. 

I used to be used to being alone.

Now I'm not. And I get so instantly lonely that I worry I don't have the emotional resilience (or whatever) to take care of myself. Emotionally. And resiliently. Or something.

Was I stronger on my own? I mean... no. I was never not depressed throughout those two decades of living by myself. My mental health was significantly worse back then. I don't love being lonely when my partner's not around, and I'm not saying I'm a mentally healthy person (I'm definitely not), but...

But what? I don't know. I don't think I know what kind of point I'm trying to make. I just miss my partner and I'm listening to this song.


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