#SongoftheDay Jealous (Chromeo)
It's amazing how drastically my perspective on certain life things changed while my partner was undergoing cancer treatment. Suddenly, so many things that used to matter just didn't anymore.
I used to get really jealous. Like... really, really jealous. Super ultra mega jealous.
Now that we've been through his radiation process (and all that entails... which is A LOT), jealousy seems to have abandoned me. Which is great. Which is WONDERFUL. I do not miss that poisonous little asp.
Here's a stupid one, though:
When my partner was looking for a new apartment, we arrived at a big building with retail on the ground level.
A new take-out restaurant had just opened.
The restaurant's name contained... my partner's ex's name.
I got that itchy sensation in my chest. Neither of us acknowledged seeing his ex's name in huge letters at the base of the building, but I started thinking, "Oh god, I don't know what I'll do if he rents a place here! I will have these twinges of jealousy every time I see that sign."
But he didn't move to that building, so crisis averted?
No, not really. My jealousy travelled with me wherever I went, back then.
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I got that itchy sensation in my chest. Neither of us acknowledged seeing his ex's name in huge letters at the base of the building, but I started thinking, "Oh god, I don't know what I'll do if he rents a place here! I will have these twinges of jealousy every time I see that sign."
But he didn't move to that building, so crisis averted?
No, not really. My jealousy travelled with me wherever I went, back then.
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