#SongoftheDay Some Kind of Cowgirl (Slothrust)

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I'm on Season 5 of "You're the Worst" (having non-stop sex dreams about Kether Donohue's stellar ass). This song plays over the end credits of the episode I just watched.

The lyrics "I think bad things / I host bad thoughts" are the ones that really hooked me. I've been working hard at getting my bad thoughts under control, but it's not easy when you've been catastrophizing for nearly 40 years.

I want a happy life. I hope I don't destroy this opportunity to build something lasting with my partner. There's a very good chance I will.

But I'm trying to be hopeful. Maybe this is the one thing I won't destroy.



If you're wondering how you can support me in bringing you songs and visits every day, the easiest thing you can do is tell your friends about the site. Tell anyone you know--particularly people who are isolated and enjoy music.

Readers of adult fiction can also buy my books or check them out from your local library. Supporting my AudioErotica endeavour on Patreon would also help me hugely!

But you don't HAVE to do any of that. I'm very happy to get a daily visit from you, so just keep coming back.

Oh, and I also recommend hitting the "Subscribe" button at the top of the page so you won't miss a song!

See you tomorrow!
Giselle

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