#SongoftheDay Tick Tock (Clean Bandit and Mabel ft. 24kGoldn)

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I'm sitting alone in my partner's house, and I'm reminded why I don't usually sit alone in my partner's house. (I usually sit outside.)

The clock.

It's a sentimental item, for him. His parents received it as a wedding present, so it's old.

And it ticks. And it tocks.

When there's no one else in the house, it's all I hear: tick, tock, tick, tock.

Ticking the hours of my life away.

It is the most depressing noise. Not just depressing, but existentially depressing. It might as well be reminding me: you're going to die.

The other day, my partner told me that he would like to give the clock to his son. As a gift. He's just not sure about packing it and shipping it overseas. It might get damaged in the process.

I don't always want to see things go from this house, but the clock I can live without.



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