#SongoftheDay Really Wanna Let You Down (Monowhales)

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This song has been on the radio a lot lately, and every time I hear it, the same scene replays in my head:

I'm at my partner's place and he's just come home from the library.  He takes off his coat and hat and gloves and boots and sits in a chair and puts his feet up.  I've been sitting on the floor, because it's warmest near the fireplace, but as soon as I see his feet, I need to touch them. So I do. I get close and I massage his feet--something I don't think I've ever done.

He says, "I've always wanted a foot massage--a professional one, I mean, though the amateur version is very good."

The book Memoirs of a Geisha pops into my head, and I tell him so.

He says, "Talk about cultural appropriation!"

So we do.

This song is playing on the radio. I've heard it before, but I hear it differently when I notice my partner glancing at the radio, like he'll be able to see the song more clearly.

I feel slightly anxious. I wonder if he thinks this song reflects my intentions. I want to tell him it doesn't. I don't want to let him down. Not ever.



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