#SongoftheDay Beetlejuice Title Sequence (Danny Elfman)

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I've been staring at my hands for the past ten minutes. No, I'm not high.  I just happened to look at these hands of mine and go: when the fuck did YOU get old? Seriously, my palms are all wrinkled and creased. Since when?  They didn't used to look like this.

I know what my hands used to look like. Young, for starters. But, see, when I was a teenager, I had a huge palmistry poster hanging in my bedroom. I paid attention to the lines on my hands. There didn't used to be so many!

As I was staring at my hands just now, all I could think about was that scene from Beetlejuice with Alec Baldwin + Geena Davis turning to dust before our very eyes.  That's how my hands looked, to me: like they were aging with every second that went by.

And, damn... I guess they are.



I'm sure I'll mention Beetlejuice again, considering it was my favourite movie for many, many years. If, like me, you need to watch it again right this second, go forth!

You might also want to grab your very own copy of the Handbook for the Recently Deceased.

If you're wondering how you can support me in bringing you songs and visits every day, the easiest thing you can do is tell your friends about the site. Tell anyone you know--particularly people who are isolated and enjoy music.

Readers of adult fiction can also buy my books or check them out from your local library. Supporting my AudioErotica endeavour on Patreon would also help me hugely!

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See you tomorrow!
Giselle

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