#SongoftheDay Pow.wow.wow (Cris Derksen)

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In June, I had the great good fortune to witness Maada'ookii Songlines, a choral performance created by the inimitable two-spirit Cree cellist and composer Cris Derksen.

The audience assembled around a pond at Harbourfront Centre here in Toronto. As the sun set, we listened to drummers, instrumentalists, and more than 200 singers from diverse choirs across the city, as well as vocalists posted at four corners, scaffolded above our heads and located on the roofs of buildings.

It was an experience. Maada'ookii Songlines takes us on a journey that, at times, gets chaotic--frightening, even--but ultimately resolves itself and leaves the audience feeling hopeful.

The future doesn't have to be like the past. The future doesn't have to be like today.

Here's a Cris Derksen number called Pow.wow.wow.



From the album The Cusp. Buy it now.

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See you tomorrow!
Giselle

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